It's been a really long time. A really very long time. Ha............

I've been resting(mentally & physically) for almost 6 months now! And I can feel that my brain is rusting. Oh the same goes for my bone & tendons. That shows I miss Biology lots! Hahaha.

So, I'm left with only 3 weeks to rest before I head back to school!

Gonna start living life in Form 6's world. I was pretty much certain myself to take up arts scream until hours ago. Where I was down with some nerve-wrecking moments! :(

I now fully understand about the true complications in life. Oh well, moving on.

Gonna be somehow busy? for the next few weeks!

Have to start getting myself busy with the stuffs I need for school. Plus the annoying uniform.

Thinking about the new environment with new people around really drowns me lah. Haiyaya

I REALLY MISS FORMER SECONDARY SCHOOL! With my bunch of awesome girlfriends. What a sad & yet proud thing to say.

So I was really struggling for quite a few months now, spiritually. And never doubt God's amazing works in our lives. I was touched by His presence unexpectedly a few days back while watching some videos of Him being nailed on the cross. God is great! :)

ANOTHER THING!

I've finally passed my driving test.

Though I did only during my 3 attempt. Laugh all you want! :/

Having bad bad sore throat & flu now. It feels like I'm sobbing & crying at the same time while getting myself to type these, lol.

And next.........................

Love, always.

It's pretty late now but I wanna do a dedicate-back post to my dearie namely Mindy Chong! I love calling her Mein which is her middle name. WHOOOPS! Just leaked that out, haha. But now I'd love to upgrade her name to.................................... Meinny! Which sounds pretty much like a baby trying to pronouce Minnie. How adorable! :P

Well this girl here is currently a few hundreds km away from me studying her ass off for her upcoming tests and working her abs off for her scary assignments which I'd really love to help her if she was here with me! Time to buck up & learn some real stuffs now my dear! Although days might be hard over there, always remember I'm here giving you support, LITERALLY! though it's may be just plain moral support. But it's the thought that counts right? :)

Be strong! I'm so proud of you ever since you've entered college because I can see lots of changes in you which I'm proud of! A strong girl deserves a kiss from me, HE HE HE (evil laughs) Muah muah muah! :p

Try not to get so pressurized, TRY GIRL! Am gonna try doing so too because I'm nowhere better since I'm entering Form 6 sometime soon! :( So we shall really stand firm and work hard!

Am waiting for you to be back okays!!! We shall talk till we drop when we meet! Because I'm MISSING you like sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much! Wished we are still by each other's side, holding hands & taking a long stroll along the beach..... HAHAHA! Outrageous huh? :P But truthfully, I wished we are still seeing each other daily! Eating good food in the canteen(nasi ayam with soup, FRIED WAN TON!!!! KEROPOK!!!!!! AND THE PINK SAGO KUIH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)! Lepaking at the school toilet STATION! Walking to the small squeezzzeee koperasi! We shall really do that again when we go back to school someday alright? We need to REVIVE those memories! :D

Miss you Meinny! Take care and please be fatter when I see you in June, HEHEHE! Big big hugs just for you!

And you know what I am gonna say next in a sweeter version! ;)

WO AI NI! (love shape)

I feel so disappointed about the way I update my blog. My dearest Mindy is far too awesome! Visit hers instead. Here's it! > CLICK!

I love you, SILLY SHEEP!

Sleep early, we're flying off to London tomorrow!

♥♥♥

Been really very lazy ever since I came home from the vacation!

I miss all my dear friends. I wish I was 17 once again. :(

Been not doing much as well, basically rotting & rusting at home! But am totally glad that CNY is just days away! Can't wait for it! :D Can't wait to spend time with family members. This excitement kills! Been doing much shopping with mami, spending loads on clothes & other outfits. And this is AWESOME!

Anyway, I'm updating this poor blog just for Mindy & Ryn! :)

Went out with both of my dearies a few weeks back. Mindy & Chien Yee. Glad to spend quality time with the both of them! And here they are :

Mindy just can't stop disturbing! :P She loves bullying me & that's her hobby.

Love you still! Heehee.

Second evidence. :D

♥

Meet Chien Yee! This is the only picture of her with her eyes opened! ;)

Obsessed with the flower. Hahaha!

We were about to burst into laughter! ;D Ahahahaha.

Hi sexy ladies!

I'm seriously having some weird thinkings. Or perhaps they are just facts that I can't accept.

That is I AM SERIOUSLY FAT & INFLATING.

I just can't stop eating and what's worse is that I haven't been working out? No output, but lots of input. And CNY is just around the corner! What are we gonna do is that...................... WE'RE GONNA EAT EAT EAT & EAT.

I bet I'll gain 50 pounds(at least) before I get to take my SPM results.

Sigh.

Just to let you guys know.

MINDY CHONG CUTE CUTE is having a WILD WILD time in KL! She can't stop having fun & spying for hot hunks. She's so gonna get it when she sees me! And how daring of her to ask me to get her BR when she didn't behave herself! Tsk tsk tsk. :P Nevermind. I love her too much you see.

Till then.

:)

DAD.

And so......................... I've decided to update a little in the space. Since I've so much time to kill.

In case you guys don't know, SPM is over! Hahaha. Okay, you might be just guessing that I've gone mad. How can anyone not know? Yes, I'm nuts.

We had our prom night! And our A/W/E/S/O/M/E trip together! Seriously. It was the bomb of the year other than SPM. I miss every single one of them already! Anyway, we headed to Penang on the 1st night. Sat with my klazeeee Mindy. To be honest, it was like a dreadful night. We didn't sleep yet feeling so tired. Oh meow. We had a fun time in Tambun with all the water rides! And our best best times in Cameron & especially Genting. WOOHOO! Nothing but fun. To the extent I fell sick. Okay, the sad part is when we landed at Malacca. It was time to bid farewell. :'( If I were to elaborate every cuckoo things we've done, it would take zillion years to do so. Shall really let the pictures to take over though I didn't upload many but a few!

I'm happy that so many of us got closer with one another after this particular trip. Okay, maybe it's just us & the boys. Laugh out loud. Anyhow, I still love the girls! Many have already left JB to further studies and some are still have their hard time in NS. I just can't wait for everyone to be back and gather once again! In other words, I miss you ALL!

Be back soon.

I hope.

I just didn't seem to really utter something I wanna. Wonder what it is.

Toodles! :D

Another thing, do you see me inflating? I need to stop this. I need to. FOODS ARE DRIVING ME NUTS! :D

xxx

Something is wrong with my blog.

But just to let the girl who has just left for KL know, MINDY CHONG!!!!!! I miss you, already. And don't worry, I'll keep this blog alive just for you. :)

Back for more updates!

And hey, HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

It's 2011!

It feels so good reading Mindy's blog post, heeheehee! :) I feel so proud of her. FINALLY, she feels the love she has for 5 SC 1. And, I'm inspired to write one for my class as well. I shall leave it until all related events are over. Mein! :'( Laugh out loud.

Anyway, I did my shopping today with my mommy & sister. Found one, finally. BUT it looks so common & I don't quite like it... I mean I do. Just that it's a little bit too "everywhere"? Okay, no use explaining. You'll understand when we meet on the 14th! YAY. :D I can't wait to see all the beautiful boys & handsome girls!

So, we spent quality time with one another in the car today. We talkedddddddd & laughed. We kind of got ourselves into the topic of what I'm gonna do after this. Basically, mom & sis hope that I'll get myself settled down with an A-Level course first. They're considering of sending me to overseas though. That is if I do really well in the A-Levels that I'll be taking. Shall never forget that all is in God's hands. I'm nobody to make any decisions.

It's been 2 months odd since dad left. I asked myself over & over again whether am I actually responsible for everything? I just thought that it's my fault. I wish, I really do wish that I was a better daughter. He's a real joker. He just can't stop making me laugh and maybe that's why nowadays I love seeing my friends laugh as well. Perhaps it's still new for me. In everything I do, there's just flashbacks about him. What really makes me hanging on is that God said that it's just a temporary separation. I am not strong or whatever people says about me but my sister said to me "You're a big girl now". It's not the time for mom to take care of me. It's the other way round. Should I ever wail & mourn in front of my mom? I can't afford to make regretful decisions anymore. Dad will be so happy to know that I'm finally out of high school. Finally seventeen. Finally being able to drive. Finally able to work.

You're my superhero.